Wednesday, January 7, 2009
"Primal Block Party 1" 9-3x3x2 oil on canvas blocks. Contact my rep Bob Hogge at Monkdogz Urban Art, New York, http://www.monkdogz.com if you with to purchase this piece or other original art of mine.
"Drawing Women Warriors in the Dark-Pain Can Form an Elegant Journey"
I reach for my pen
drawing women warriors
in the dark
hoping that I might become one
hoping I might slay that dragon
or at the very least define him.
Pain can form an elegant journey
in the end
despite the frailties
and longings for normalcy.
Within this walk
pain can bring either chaos
Twigs are found
under the wings of birds
that plan well.
I have emerged from the mire
placed my tongue on raindrops
closed my eyes when senses exploded
bathed myself in numbness
just to cope.
that so often gropes
and feels for me
in the dark
well past promised rainbows.
Quietness seems to glare there
despite hobbled notations
of finding some tune to dance to.
Oft times I feel a presence...
beautiful older women
behind gates that don't open.
Slipping into another time
events of smelling history
and neatly pulled back curtains.
I am wounded by slivers from pale entrances.
I blow them kisses
hoping I survive
never clearly understanding the moral.
I am coated in black.
Or is it a tune of yellow?
A ribbon for my own soul
transfered onto a glass sidewalk
lest I forget my lessons.
Wouldn't you think I'd know them by now?
Pack them away
those diaries that boast no claims for sainthood.
quote other people's words
and gain their wealth
It is within this small second
that I take note of being happy.
I guess at times I expect it to be continual.
Mud blocks stand before the door
Yet, I will pass them by.
They are just the ways of childhood
bullied by fears
of never holding oneself close enough.
Such an elegant journey
when held up to the light.
those drawings of women warriors
painted with the blood of vacant smiles.
I'd always hoped to induce more.
Perhaps time will uncover a broader narrative.
by Kathy Ostman-Magnusen